My sweet baby

My sweet baby
My life was a mess
My head constantly spinning
I didn�t know what to do
So i prayed for a new beginning
I wished for you
But when my wish came true
I didn�t have a clue what to do
You were only with me for a little
Your sex not even determined
But deep down i knew
This wasn�t the time for you
So i made a selfish decision
And chose my life over yours
I gave you back to God
And hopen again for a new beginning
You never got to see me
Or even open your eyes
But please believe me when i say
You will be with me forever
please don�t hate me
or let your death be in vain
because you taught me a lesson
to hope for a future again
i promise to be a better person
and learn from my mistakes
but my only ever wish will be to have
seen your face
i love you my sweet baby
wherever you my baby
i can�t wait to meet you
but for now please be free
Abortion poems
I was going through a hard time in my life and thought a baby would make everything better. I wasn�t actively trying, but when i fell pregnant i just knew it wasn�t the right time. I wasn�t with the father and couldn�t face bringing a child up on my own and not giving them the best life. So i decided to have an abortion, it was the hardest thing i have ever done in my life, i know it was the right thing to do and when my times comes, and i�m in love i hope i�ll be a wonderful mum.


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